I was a NEET before my mother died.
She would always verbally abuse me and her old BF who she broke up with but just lived with, making her the single alcoholic angry stupid bitch that she was.
Here's a video of her, I hope it goes viral...
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I'm glad she's dead..
Yea, I am free now on benefits, renting a room, she's dead, I'm free, yea I'm glad she's dead. Se'lah.
I was just her fucking pet in the basement or she wanted to drink beer with me in the garage and end up arguing about any dumb thing the stupid bitch could ever get angry at, and I sincerely hope, she's burning in hell. Se'lah.
My mom's house is dry. None of us drink alcohol.
I would always run to Grandmother's as a kid and teen to get away from my mother's alcohol and be in a sober house. I'd drink coffee with Granny.
Bitches be crazy.
Plenty more where that came from.
Wonder what happened to turn her into the psycho bitch she was. Probably just her female brain.
Did she drink herself to death? What happened?
Here's a video of nothing happening
I hope it goes viral...
Poor cat :( Is the cat ok?
Glad his own mother is dead
You are fucked in the head and only going to get more fucked
She pretty much drank herself to death.
She ended up falling and hitting her head and she went brain dead.
No, the cat literally from all the yelling and stomping and display of anger died a miserable death. I remember Eric being all sad and groaning but PISSED OFF also and he'd be ok around me but growl around mom. He liked to scratch her. Only her really..
I'm glad my mother is dead and I burned a Bible on her grave, spat on her grave a bunch, and fuckin pissed out the fire, ON HER GRAVE BABY! WOOOO!
what causes people to become like this?
You have no idea what their life must have been like. They could have been suffering since before you were even born. Your family are the closest people to you in this world and you won't ever find anyone to replace them. Spitting on your own mother's grave is horrific. I hope you enjoy the same thing being done to your grave by your kids.
Yes, all religions. Make sure not to fall for secularism or humanism or any bullshit, they’re just an extension. And fuck the eastern religions too.
I'll never have kids, I'm too poor to afford a grave marker so I'm burried just under plain grass, forgotten, and, who gives a fuck faggot my family are all gone or have forsaken me and don't give a shit about me. Fuck it.
Fuck you.
Don’t listen to that faggot, you’re all you have in this world, live a good life for you.
Having a shitty life isn't an excuse to be shitty to kids. I had abusive parents both mentally and physically and every single one of you niggers that prattle on with platitudes of family is all you have deserve the bullet. I hope a kangaroo totals you vehicle.
deserve the bullet.
I fuckin love you hhhahahahaaaa! WOOOOOOO!
You can be shitty to anyone and everything, but not your own kids. These people are fucking animals, lower than animals, women and men equally who abuse their kids.
And it’s harder when it’s a bitch because people never believe it, they think mothers are princesses or somthing. There’s nothing more rotten than women, law, and faith.
fuck. There's never an excuse to be a shitty person to innocent people.
Hehehe, the downfall of anglos is a joy to watch.
The very idea that mothers are loving is a festering societal lie, they’re far more likely to be abusive than loving, and everything goes once you see that.
That's because you are lower than shit but Anglos or anyone being destroyed won't make India or any brown shithole better
It’s a surging you rotten poojeet, a renewing of vitality. Go marry your cousin and cover yourself in shit you worthless animal
There's too many Indian doctors in Canada..
Get a job you lazy fuckwit, food isn't free.
I'll never have kids, I'm too poor to afford a grave marker so I'm burried just under plain grass, forgotten, and, who gives a fuck
Seek help
You've literally been brainwashed by Jews to have broken families and reject your close kin so that you're more atomised and easier to dominate financially. Who do you have that really cares about you in this world now that you've cut off your family? That's right fucking no one cunt. Meanwhile Jerry Steinbaum is getting a 400k interest free heter iska startup loan from his third cousin Roddy Goldberg and a SAT skipping backdoor into a Harvard Economics double Degree. Clap clap you're now a deracinated familyless underclass surrounded by people who want to exploit you and eat you alive, just how the Frankfurt School wants you to be. Good job cuck.
You're low IQ and your short sighted opinions are worth less than shit on the bottom of my shoe. Literally spitting on your parents graves because they were drunk or mean to you is straight up demonic civilisation destroying behaviour.
Fuck off, the jewishness is the system itself, the brainwashing in the bible, in fucking Moses.
You're so lucky that she's dead. I want to brutally kill mine everyday.
My mom is schizophrenic paranoid cunt
She sees through the kikes but still a stupid bitch I just beat her couple of times through the years she got a bit self aware.
Moved out and now we are cool.
She never snitched on me to the cops.
She always made me food.
She always let's me stay at her place when I'm in need.
But she still a schizophrenic cunt.
You are just a loser with a psycho mother shoulda man up my dude and slap your whore of mother, and get a job make money and give her the occasional attention.
But you didn't.
I hope she didn't raped you then she really needs the rope besides that stop being a bitch and do something with your life become a loving father raise some kids.
Your mother is a whore but she gave you life so dont be an ultra faggot kike.
Christ is king.
Hey so I'm into witch shit and necromancy...her "soul" will take about a year to adjust to being dead so dont bother spending too much energy thinking about her or talking to her outloud.
After a year or so, enjoy a good beer if you want along with her favorite snacks or food. Call her name, and tease her that youre enjoying the shit she loved. That will drive her spirit crazy. Bait her, tease her, cuss her out.
She really is doomed because no one will think of her fondly, and offer her anything.
Christ was simply immitating Moses, and Moses is the rot. Getting abandoned by his mother yet still being the bitch of her law and of her people’s law. That’s the problem right there, your fucking stories, your fucking lies.
kooky American bullshit
He should wear her clothes and start murdering cats
Let's just ignore the fact that Judaisms values are the total opposite of Christianity's, you being a retarded faggot completely missed my point. I wasn't discussing the superiority of any religion, I was discussing how your desire to cut off THE CLOSEST PEOPLE TO YOU IN THIS WORLD literally KEKS YOU on a financial and evolutionary level, and Jews know this and have been hardcore pushing for it ever since the end of World War 2. You have NO family to support you or care about you when times get tough, you have NO community, you have NO financial support network NO extended family. You are a deracinated atomised individual and good goy just how ethnic nepotists like Jews Sicilians and Jeets want you to be, because they get to take all the good jobs and opportunities whilst you remain an underclass regardless of your merits.
Have a German explain it to you so you don't rudely learn it through life experience
you triple jabbed, born and bred psychopathic bogan shitcunt. go drink yourself to death on a mattress on your front yard you
leave it to an ausfag to defend the indefensible
as the bible says, do NOT do unto others what you would NOT have done unto you. logically this means abuse is not an excuse for mistreating others. this means that abusers who were abused as kids are MORE guilty than the people that abused them, because they know how much it sucks. in fact most abuse victims walk on eggshells worried that they are being abusive to others just by existing, they overcompensate on the side of caution.
now i don't agree with the bible burning etc but if you know anything about psychology you will know that addicts are mostly people with hardcore personality disorders, people who are born without empathy. it also causes them to have a need for stimulation beyond what normal people need, manifesting as constant boredom and thrill seeking. when they abuse their kids, they know exactly what they are doing, when they are doing it. they are playing cat and mouse games with the ones they should be nurturing and protecting. the bible actually says that people like that are to be killed, due to their incorrigibility and refusal to act in a manner which is not destructive to others.
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and now with the moralizing, after showing you have no morals yourself. the bible says that children are a gift from God, and what she did is tantamount to sacrificing a child to moloch. i am very glad your whole stupid gay continent is slowly dying of cancer. you are the most toxic, chip on the shoulder retards that have ever been puked into existence.
You are just a loser with a psycho mother shoulda man up my dude and slap your whore of mother, and get a job make money
It's insanely difficult for us when we dont have the brain for it genetically and we were psychologically damaged for so long. It's just not going to happen no matter how much therapy and how many soul healing psychedelic drug ceremonies we do.
I accept myself and it sucks that this is it.
Move away from your mothers before you murder them.
Kek
I know you are angry at the world so was I.
Don't lose faith and stop being a faggot get. Haircut get a job slay some puss and start a family.
Fuck kikes
Fuck niggers.
Fuck Jennie's
Most importantly fuck new fag's
It’s the same fucking stories. Stand behind Australia, stand behind yourself, the fucking soil and your own seed. Fuck the the jew on a stick and fuck all camel fuckers sand niggers bitches. Stop being their fucking slave you pegged bitch.
So which is it? Was he abandoned by his mom or the story is a lie? You seem to be a typical subhuman that can't put plain sentences together.
Christ is indeed the King of kings.
Brother, it sucks so much to fantasies about killing your mother but sometimes you just want to be free.
It's like this..
There's a monkey in a cage (YOU)
She keeps poking you in the cage with a stick.
One day the monkey gets set free from the cage.
What does he do? Fucking attack!
Yea, I hit my mom ONCE, and I don't regret it.
ur an fagget eat poopoo
Hmm, like if I drank a Lucky Lager beer and said HEY BITCH! HAHAHAHA LOOK IM IN FLESH UR NOT I GET TO DRINK A LUCKY! HAHA U DON'T!
This.
u seem like the real newfag here I joined in 2006..
Fuck the law.
Don't give that bs my father is a kike loser and my mother is a schizophrenic paranoid bitch.
Since 14 I haven't had a normal childhood
I'm 35 man the fuck up .
I beat my both parent's and now we are cool assert dominance.
IM IN FLESH UR NOT
The lie is Moses himself, still being pegged by the mother that abandoned him. Get your reading comprehension right you fucking subhuman.
Fuck the law, get it theough your fucking skull. It’s not your parents, it’s the fucking law, Moses himself and his inevnted commandments from his invented god.
Joined 2006 and still a faggot tough life my dude.
You must always remember you exist because once upon a time 2 humans loved each other too much to fornicate. You were the desire of their love.
You must find your own reason of existing.
You're too high and mighty you proudful FUCK.
Leafs just need dome sun light and. Good beating trul6the faggots of the Anglo sphere
You're a pajeet nigger subhuman paki or whatever raghead that claims that the story is a lie but also his mother left him. That's schizophrenia right there Satan sodomized your soul
It was two blind people, blinded by lies, we don’t come from anything real.
You fucking low iq nigger, the story is a lie because he acted like a fucking mommas boy — the lie is the pedestalization of the story — the fact that it’s the origin of what eveyone follows — that’s the fucking lie you fucking balkan slime
we don’t come from anything real.
Aravat The Container of reality in the macrocosm:
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Aravat and his morning star Venus:
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Aravat creating inside his mind:
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This world is controlled by Lucifer, who deceived the nations with his Freemasonic builders. One day the synagogue of Satan shall bow down before the overcomer, who is a Christian, from Revelation 3:7-13 (google it). This overcomer shall start the beginning of the time when the saints shall rule with rods of iron, while the manchild of Revelation 12 is raptured before Satan can assassinate him.
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It's Jesus in the body of Christ us born again with the Holy Ghost VS the body of Satan who are the people of disobedience working in the angel of the air who is also Lucifer.
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Once the world acknowledges Satans defeat, then let us elect a new president that shall reveal the truth, eventosay the shape of the earth, and the nature of space above.
this doesn't make sense on any level
according to the book of romans, the whole point of jesus was to get rid of the law of moses
abandoned
his mother saved him, she did not abandon him
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there is a lot of historicity to the bible, you should look into it. and by the bible, i mean the jewish bible, the first part. i would never suggest that you apologize to the person who harmed you, or to forgive a wrong for which the perpetrator is not sorry. that is not in judaism, there is no requirement to be someone's human punching bag. furthermore it is a sin to forgive someone when the harm they caused you is ongoing, such as in the case of abuse. that causes lifelong changes in the brain and autonomic nervous system. the abuse is designed to ruin someone for life, and it is usually quite effective at this.
and anyone who tells you "i went through that kind of stuff and turned out fine" is a very disordered person themselves. since this inborn lack of empathy is hereditary, it makes sense that a good number of the children in the family would be that way as well, and that's what we find. there are usually a bunch of henchmen kids who help the parents bully and abuse one child, sometimes referred to as the scapegoat child. everyone is allowed to harm them, but the scapegoat is never allowed to retaliate or speak up for themselves. in fact doing so is the worst possible offence, resulting in explosive levels of rage and violence well above and beyond the baseline level of abuse. this is classically conditioning the child to be a doormat. you can classically condition a lion or a bear to be terrified of anything you want, as long as you pair it with a negative stimulus, and nobody says those animals are cowardly or fearful. they've just been fucked with.
Good point I agree
What the fuck are you smoking?
go get another baphomet tattoo joel
if the people who are closest to you constantly and deliberately harm you, then of what use is the closeness?
but sometimes you just want to be free.
It's like this..
I haven't seen her in years, and if I touch her, I'll probably be jailed, and no one in prison would care about me being abused by her, they would beat and rape me.
So I either have to make her promise not to tell, or I play mein kraft and unalive her and unalive myself.
I can't live with the complex ptsd anymore. It really sucks, I never had a chance. I can't do anything anymore, and no one cares about what I create or what I have to say.
At least in my 20s it wasn't this bad and I had some years where I really tried to be happy and normal. I traveled the world and I hated it.
I'm grateful for this fed board where I can vent uncensored.
So uh... how'd she die anon?
Hardcore shit.
She deserves the rope.
Stop being a nigger you are self aware.
You will be a strong role model for your kids don't let this satanic bs break you.
Keep in mind everyone you hate will die eventually
Have you ever BURNED a BIBLE?
I have burned about 13..
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Ever get mad at God? Sure you have.
Who hasn't.. The audio used in the video is:
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Angel Lucifer I'm sorry, I apologize, it's Evan, or to say Setelataf. Why should I hate you anymore? Oh angel of the air..
Back before my baptism we used to RuN TeH iiNTeRNeT..
The Churches, (I've been to many) have socially FAILED ME! They may appear as your friends INSIDE Church, but outside Church, where the fuck are they? Nowhere.. Now go pay your tithes and offerings and live in your sun shine fairytale..
She got drunk and fell down and got brain dead then died later. No pity.
Granny fell down from sleeping pills and died.
Uncle Dale fell down the stairs 3 times from sleeping pills.
Jesus fucking Christ will I fall down next?
bla bla bla we won
Moses won
Christ won
God won
Cope and seethe shitskin nigger lmao
Can tell just be her voice she was a true Canadian woman. I'm guessing you're from Ontario or out east.
Moses deserves the rope you fucking jew, and his mother deserves to rot in hell for all eternity.
You won? The balkans are a fucking shithole hahaha.
LMAO YOU KIKES ARE SO MAD LMAO. I love how you assume I'm Joel Davis or that he even fucking uses this website lmao, as if what I'm saying isn't an obvious reflection of reality. "Durr what is the point of familial closeness if mummy was drunk and depressed" because you are fucking nothing and have no one who genuinely supports you in this world without family, especially in a multiculti hellscape with Indian and Chinese extended families taking over the entire small business and corporate sectors through ethnic networking, and you understand that more than anyone else you duplicitous kike.
You are clearly showing signs of schizophrenia yourself just reading your posts and seeing your videos. Seek help. Or just crash out while doing drugs, your choice.
Confucius and siddharta need to be taken out for the gooks, and the vedas and all the hindu bullshit for the poop eaters.
Then they need to be called racists. That’ll work.
TRUTH NUKE
You've literally been brainwashed by Jews to have broken families and reject your close kin so that you're more atomised and easier to dominate financially. Who do you have that really cares about you in this world now that you've cut off your family? That's right fucking no one cunt. Meanwhile Jerry Steinbaum is getting a 400k interest free heter iska startup loan from his third cousin Roddy Goldberg and a SAT skipping backdoor into a Harvard Economics double Degree. Clap clap you're now a deracinated familyless underclass surrounded by people who want to exploit you and eat you alive, just how the Frankfurt School wants you to be. A totally broken family and an impotent, sterile White man, easy prey for tight knit groups like Jews or Indians. Good job cuck.
don't know why you're laughing at others misery. you poos are about to get perma flushed by the pakis
Its perfect. I love it
Fair enough. Enjoy freedom, if you're not swamped in legal bullshit. Be the best you can be man.
The jews fuck you in the ass and you love it hahaha. Good, take it like a good boy.
I want to be the best Christian I can be but all Churches are shit.
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The world and the things therein, have overstayed their welcome.
From where the stars are hung with the sun and moon, I say above, the things of man have overstayed their welcome. And from the sky, where cloud and fowl dwell; the things of man have overstayed their welcome. And from the mountains, yea the great heights above! From every tall tower to the houses stacked upon house, and anything seen from a high hill, I say, the things of man have overstayed their welcome. And from the mainlands, the great and mighty cities, even the small, the things of entertainment and the stars of this world, and the musicians and tune makers, all singers even the repeated songs of the Churches, have gone old and dry, withering away as a bored man yawning, saying, I have given up seeking for anything new under the sun, for there is nothing new that will please God. And from the bunkers, and depths below, even unto sheol, I do say, the things of man have overstayed their welcome.
What? That I'm tired of living, as if I have lived a thousand lives? What? Do you blame me that even The Christ figure He would that the Earth be kindled already, even from times past in the ancient land? I tell you, I do not pity any who say a thing, and if you go against these words know The Lord is long suffering. What? Will you think the next phone model, of version of a remake of a video game and two's and three's and even a dozen of other things of entertainment will do a thing? It has altogether become one big rerun, for they say, we have run out of things to do here on Earth. What? This vanity? And what? The beer in my hand? Can a man not drink, and remember his poverty no more? The vanity makes me sick that I do not desire a thing under the sun but to die or get raptured, to be with The Lord! I say, I'm bored of it all, and sometimes it is better for me to live inside my head when I close my eyes to sleep, that I go to a place in a microcosmic world that isn't so dull, where anything can happen without the rules of the physical, and of the flesh.
Until Heaven and Earth pass, may those outside Jesus Christ be arur haish and set under cherem and onesh gehinnom, amen.
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Alcohol is the devil
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this one butthurt aussie worshipping parents like a zealot
I swear, to some people there's no bigger absolution of crimes than being a parent. You could be the biggest piece of shit in the world and people will defend whatever malice you inflict on your own kids.
Alcohol is the devil
I love drinking beer!
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You're a literal shit resembling a human
bohoo my lifes hard so let me fuck my kids life up
Retard woman opinion
The jewish penises inside your ass do look like shits, they have your shit all over them hahaha
aww what a sad story :3
The death of jesus because of the societal and priestly lies proves that it’s all bullshit.
Th old testament must be destroyed and christianity must solely be based on the new.
That’ll destory the jewish root.
Jesus as god himself, not as the son, and not jewish but divine and beyond race. That has the potential to solve all issues.
Just go back in time and stop my parents from being brainwashed Jew golums who kicked me out at 18 for refusing to join the Iraqi occupation Zionist force? Well why didn’t I think of that you pussy faggot mush mouth uk slave nigger. I would make your circumcision the second worst pain memory you ever had you piece of shit normie die die die
I have 2 loving parents who would do anything and everything for me
I wont assume this is the case for everyone else here,
If you legitimately have mentally ill parents, especially a mentally ill single mother for a parent, who is also an alcoholic/druggie, yeah... i cant imagine that being a happy life... why would you expect someone like that to have the same feelings towards their parents like someone like me would who actually has amazing loving caring parents who arent druggies/alcoholics?
Aussies swear like that all the time. Canadian women need Aussie men. All she wanted was someone to tell her to care enough to tell her to get fucked. Instead she had a nice guy canuck old man partner and a terrified neet son
you are one of the ones i spoke about, born without empathy
abuse works on guilt, mostly, and it only works on those who feel guilt, who have a conscience, etc. it seems pretty clear you do not, mostly due to your dominate or be dominated mindset. that is very peculiar to a small percentage of the population, those with cluster b personality disorders. again, this is no surprise, given that your mother most likely fits the bill. you can be schizophrenic and nice to people too.
you also said "since 14". this is not the same as being raised from an infant to know nothing other than "i am on the bottom, this is normal and comfortable to me, sticking up for myself causes pain beyond what i would normally experience. " it's like 1984, where the mere thought of rebellion was inconceivable due to the stringent psychological control. this is also reinforced with having some children which can do no wrong, and usually one who can do no right no matter how hard they try. but they are also not allowed to stop trying...
Is that you?
Eric
I understand your pain very well. I just left and started fending for myself. You should have left and started fending for yourself years ago, OP. You might be past the point of no return of wretchedness. I can only wish you good luck.
Hey brother I am from bangladesh. sorry about your life. That must have been very difficult for you to deal with all of that. No one deserves a life like that. And that damage often goes unnoticed. But I notice and Im sorry you had to go through with that. Things will get better. I get the need to look into satanism as an outlet. But truth be told its were just apes brother. Its just us the sun and the earth out here brother. Nature is our God. The churches cant help socialize you. You need to join like a warhammer40k group or something like that, some guy activity. The boys will have your back. Just be chill. Fake it til you make it. Youve been through a lot but your psyche is strong. Youre a male. You can do this! You gotta want it badly though. Women are very difficult. You have have to master yourself before you can lock one down. If you try before then sure you can get them, but they will break your heart and it will be worse than not having one at all. This is your life now. You gotta get get rich and fit. Jacked and making good money. Enough money that you are free to do what you want. Once you do that, then worry about all the social bs. Because we all want love. But life is war brother. You have to compete. But now you have an edge. Youve dealt with something most men have not. It can break you or it can make you. Man is forged in the fires of pain. I believe in you bro.
Is that you? Get a haircut, wash your pennis, and get a job. You could actually be somebody.
Don't sit around and cry about your shitty life. I promise you mine is 10 times worse. You gotta let that shit go.
That's bad luck. You need to take flowers to her grave and get on your knees and say a prayer or you'll be cursed.
That is an awful and terrible thing and in situation like that the only one you can turn to is God. Let vengeance be his. It wont be easy. You may never be normal. But let it go. It might be core memory but its not beneficial to you in anyway to think about it. So just dont. Ppl will say stuff like your bottling it up or you have to confront it. You dont. Bury that shit and throw away the key. Don't be burned to the past any longer. Let your new future outweigh what happened. Dont give up. Fight. Win.
You should go make a video for losertube about how shitty your life is. I bet you there will be 20 other people releasing videos about how their life is 100x shittier than your life.
I think in lower on empathy side.
But I cared about animals and humans when younger and I truly wish the best for the human race I think your prognosis a bit pseudo ?
Did she ever touch your wiener?
I don't cry about it tho. I busted my ass and started my own business.
Be the Chud you know you can be.
Let all that bad shit stay in the past
Based.
No, there's been plenty of complete strangers who were closer.
No one will ever replace them
I certainly hope not!
Hey so I'm into witch shit and necromancy
shut the fuck up you absolute fucking retard