not insecure in an emotional way, mind you
it's a loaded word, not my intent here
the "you getting too excited and getting carried away" is causing you the social issues with the people you're talking to and that then causes you distress because you know that it was probably a lot and you probably shouldn't be such a retard
you develop the skill so that you can control yourself and feel better afterwards
sometimes you can even convince people too, that's an added bonus
the main thing you should be aiming for is not feeling like you did something wrong, and you can avoid that by learning how to talk about it properly
for normies conversations are transactionary, based on need and want at that time, and you can get into conversations about WW2 and even talk about how the jews are jews, but you need to provide them with something they want, too
this all does seem like fluff, it is, but it allows you to feel less retarded which will make you feel better, if you want
which is the only reason I'm offering the advice lol
I don't care if ur mum was shocked by u dropping red pills about the jews role in WW2 but you seem to
thinking bout u buddy