FUCK

Try crime.

Shut the fuck, i am 32 and didn't have a single friend since 16, i am virgin too, i am emotionally blackmailed into taking care of my sick mother and autistic brother, i work shit Job, my day consists of going to work, going back home and waiting for another day of work, i say home but i don't own shit, i never visited a foreign country.

You complained about being a virgin so there is something to it. Seeing women for what they truly are will give you a brighter and clearer perspective on things.

boo hoo nigga. I have one arm.

I want things to get better for you bro. I love you no homo.

Sorry for you too bro.

It won't.

You will never be able to form long lasting relationship even if you find woman willing to give you a chance, you are broken just like me, we were born into this world alone and the world made us into what we are today

im drug free and i have sex with the cutest boys to grace this mongolian basket weaving forum

i grew up in america, so i know what you're going through. i don't have any pithy advice. don't be too hard on yourself. take responsibility for what you can

I want a connection with a woman

No such thing exist. I you find it you'll be the first.

Just having emotionless sex won’t fix anything.

Who said it would? What exactly are you expecting from rubbing your penis inside a woman?

This is what the average life of a man looks like.

i am emotionally blackmailed into taking care of my sick mother and autistic brother

pic unrelated

Its 3 am here and I am awake because I shit the bed half an hour ago and just finished mopping up.
You have no real problems, friend.

You are wallowing in your sadness. You have aestheticised sadness in your mind and found comfort in it. You are not really that upset, you just convince yourself you are because what you really like to do is drink and extract sympathy from people.

If you're white and 22 there is no reason to be upset whatsoever. You've won the lottery of life by these factors alone. Everything else is fluff. Even being autistic is kinda funky nowadays. Anxiety isn't real, again, its far easier for you to hide in a shell than confront what makes you repulsive to other people.
You probably have no hobbies
You probably turn down a lot of invitations because of your "anxiety"
You probably can't read social cues. Sure autism isn't helpful there, but if you're autist you have the capacity to become autistically obsessed with any subject and you probably chose gacha or ww2. Of course nobody gives a fuck.
As an American, you're going to be fucked by minimum wage your whole life and if you're not at least working toward a career you'd better get used to it. You probably lack the motivation and self respect to start that process though, so you need to start there.
You can afford 9 beers. In the U.S i'll assume you spent about $30 on that. You can scrounge up $30 then, why not spend it on something actually nourishing? Most depressed faggots have poor diet or some other thing draining their account like a weed addiction. You don't deserve alcohol. Alcohol is for people to wind down with who have achieved something.
I lost my virginity at 21, a real late bloomer. Its not a big deal. Well maybe it is if you watch a lot of porn and put women on a pedestal. Pussy has never been easier to get, so once again you have nothing to blame but yourself. If you're not fat and you can hold a conversation you can fuck and once you do you really stop caring so much about it.

Have some self respect, starting with transforming your life into something worthy of it.

It sounds like a spiritual matter. Only Jesus can help you. Pray to Him.

It's 4 am and I just made it home after taking a shit in some dudes bed.
I hate that fucker.

I'm in pretty much the same boat as you, except I don't have a job. I quit my full stack webshit job a year ago to try to start a business and I failed. My life is fucked. Now I'm just living at my parents and drinking the last of my money away. I have no friends either, my own brothers don't even like me. I'm not a virgin, but the woman I love (on/off relationship of 9 years) doesn't love me back. The only reason I'm still alive is because I want to witness the impending total collapse of the global order. I hope the nukes start flying soon.

I'm a 22 year old autistic man with ocd and anxiety, and I cope with it by drinking every night too. But the difference is I have a bitch of a girlfriend who is forcing me to get a job when I don't wanna

Cool, I'll repost mine from just now, too: "No, I'm retarded because a shitskin muslim broke my head at school when I was about 9yo so I never developed correctly.
Thanks for your amazing insight though. Imagine how many boys are sneakily broken into a worthless, wasted life of retardation just like me, without any sort of justice. And unsuspecting retards point and laugh at best. Broken head and broken mind that led to failed suicide, now I get to enjoy never ending pain.
You know, you can all gloat all you want, entire world combined, though I sincerely believe that the entirety of humankind will become my eternal toys, to be broken and repaired as I see fit. Just because my hatred for the bipedal scum has reached indescribable levels. I give zero (0) fucks as to how impossible, cringy, pathetic or copey it may sound, I just want to own all of you down, to every single human that ever existed. You have no idea how much unhinged hatred I've harbored throughout years of being reduced to a prisoner inside my own mind thanks to semites and their shabbos goyim of all races.
From my perspective it's just me and everyone else, and it's always been that way. I refuse to associate myself with humankind and I strive to be fundamentally better than human filth, despite technically still being below mediocre at best.

inb4 "everyone's got problems so stfu"

This kind of attitude that I've encountered more than once is the exact reason as to why I don't give a fuck. About anyone. I want to slowly rip your fucking heads to pieces over and over, mate."

Also a 32yo virgin. Broken back as well. Now I read "my life sucks" stories just to hate even more.

none of those things are true.

You're not wolverine, bro. You're a certified loser. You should have had shit sorted out going into a career in your teens. You had your chance. But you fucked up. Suffer the consequences without getting us involved.

Anxiety isn't real, again, its far easier for you to hide in a shell than confront what makes you repulsive to other people.

I'm talking about real anxiety attacks homie. I've convinced myself on numerous occasions that I'm having a heart attack because I can't breathe and my heart is beating too fast. I even once called 911 when I didn't need to

Why do you hate him Anon?

if you were capable of fixing your problems on your own you wouldn't have them in the first place.

talk to a therapist. you may need to talk to more than one until you find one that works for you.

Ended up not quoting my own post because, as stated - I'm retarded.

why bully people when you can build them up? people like you are fucking weirdos

Go to your nearest state representative that's a Democrat and deliver them all the fertilizer they had on back order.

You fucking whiny bitch.

At least I’m not an anarchist. Btw you can find the Koch brother’s address on google just FYI.

Go for a run everyday.

lazy day at the office today eh glowies?

you cannot even articulate the problem, so why do you believe you have solutions?

You have aestheticised sadness in your mind and found comfort in it

and? is that the end of your analysis? do you have no deeper understanding of what is going on here? what you say is not a revelation. everybody who experiences this and everybody who deals with people who experiences this already knows your basic bitch pre-undergraduate talking points. the question is why? how? and how to change it - not how to change your life, the answer to that is all the obvious bullshit you already said - but how to change the way that you think and feel.

you are useless.

Look I know you think things are bad now but if you just stick through it for a little bit it’s only going to get worse.

do what i'm too much of a pussy to do bro, or else you're pussy

kek

I'd say you are in a position to do anything you want because you have nothing to lose. Could be exciting.

22

youre still a kid

You are talking to a jew kid (or an arab), empathy beyond their own ilk is not in their nature.

exercise regularly. that will deal with the anxiety. Autism doesn't really exist. But I know what you mean when you use that word. Basically you don't have automatic empathy. You have logical empathy. So whenever you talk to someone you have to think about how the other person will feel about what you do. Now you might be to dumb to understand other people see things differently then you, but if your the smart kind of "autistic" you can use your smarts to run simulations of other people in your head.

First off most people don't like to argue and just go by what makes sense. What makes sense is the first thing that comes to mind and realize most people run on emotions and vibes. Even you but you might be too "autistic" to even understand your own emotions. You have to understand your own emotions and use logic to understand other peoples emotions. Don't say weird shit. Just say normal shit and learn how to push your own personality in socially acceptable ways. It's called social skills for a reason. It's a skill, you can learn it. Don't over think it and just try. Maybe go to one of those "autistic" dating coaches retards are always shilling over here. Dating coaching just teach you basic social skills.

As for OCD. I don't know how to help you with that. The first two are easy though. If you actually try. So anyways this is my own advice some random retard on the internet who is sleep deprived and probably made a bunch of spelling/grammer mistakes. I am still right and you can try. Good luck getting over your bullshit and start trying. Also go for regular walks in the park. Literally touch grass. Go outside for more then just work. Maybe go to school to be a programmer or a plumber or something. Stop eating like shit. Eat vegetables and meat every day. Drink water and learn how to cook real food. Make small talk.

dont make this a habit on the brew. it's nice for a bit but you will regret it later
beware of the brew in general

Don’t worry, it’s only foing to get worse
I’m 40

The real glowies are the ones that push inaction. Keep the cuckservatives fat and docile, let the niggers stab your kids.

9th beer i wish. Uwu.
Captcha nypd

You don’t really need friends. They’re nice to have but as an adult you’re better off on your own
You’ll be alright anon

Not really answering my question.

Yeah, I’m talking to op

Yeah he’s talking to me.

Bro advertising his moms business on 4chad

What now Anon Babble?! FUCK

You'll grow out of it.

Is pic you?

is that the end of your analysis?

Its the very start, retard. Thanks for pointing out how good my points are, they aren't actually obvious to a lot of people. It took me a long time to realize and accept them myself. Never too late to start!

You're not OP are you

Trump please tariff this man

anxiety attack

I used to think all that shit was made up for faggots.
The other day, I got one. My heart felt like it was going to explode. It's not fun.

Good morning to all that are suffering here and struggling to find their way. The solution is particularly simple, but extremely hard to apply and takes daily effort and maximum intention.

You must change WHO YOU ARE, at the very core of your being. You must direct your intention outward towards OTHER. Focus on these words and ideas and concepts —-> cooperation, service, LOVE (unconditional), joy, enthusiasm, caring. This is the nature of a high quality consciousness. STOP the self focusing. Remove all FEAR. Anytime you feel a negative emotion it is a derivative of a fear. Track that fear down and rip it out by the roots. All that will be left is LOVE. No matter your situation, you can begin now with this life’s effort and work. This is how you win the virtual reality you are in now. Take this from someone who is already many levels past you. I am someone who is winning the game, have put work in to rip fears out, and live a love filled life with a beautiful loyal wife and 3 adoring children and a fulfilling job that helps people as well. It took daily concentrated effort, over and over, LOVE based, OTHER focused. Some days I barely have a minute to myself , it is WORK to take care of kids and cook and have a job and go to their activities, WORK WORK.

How to start?? Look at the people and relationships already in your life — how can you help them? How can you make their life better? How can you be a better friend? Who else can you genuinely help without motive of getting anything in return. Do this over and over. If you notice negativity in your being, stop it! Intend to BE DIFFERENT. You need to work on BEING differently, not DOING differently. Good luck and Im happy to answer questions for you.

It took me a long time to realize and accept them myself

you are very obviously still engaging in a maladaptive intellectualising coping strategy. you feel sad, and your response is to set up a court room inside your own head and hold a trial where you prosecute your sadness and attempt to prove, with facts and figures, why it is wrong - as if that will make the feeling go away. as if that's how feelings work at all. what you are doing is literally textbook avoidance. you have not accepted anything. you are attempting to avoid the guilt and shame and despair you feel about the ruin of your life with an intellectual argument about how actually things aren't that bad and so therefore your feelings are unworthy of serious consideration, and you can put them back into their box and ignore them. it feels mature. and it's not always the wrong approach. but it cannot always be your approach. it doesn't work forever, and you will know that before the end.

Join the air force, I hear they have good food for military people. As for anxiety. Get some meds, once you have money travel to some shit hole and marry a brown woman and live over seas, for work you can open a bar

hitler gif posters are rarely the high eq individuals they imagine they are.

join the military of the country whose greed has disenfranchised you for free chicken patties

OCD and Anxiety

try amisulperide

He needs to make friends, you only make friends if you live and work with then and sleep beside them like a summer camp

fair enough

Join the military. Any branch, any field. It'll be an improvement and give you a pathway to free college and improving your life. It's your best option. If you're not eligible to join, you're kind of fucked.

I'm not immune to being sad. Plenty of things make me sad and angry and i'm not above that.

I do not suffer the same way OP suffers and I outlined a number of reasons why I don't have those problems anymore. I used to be really in my own head about being an introverted loser faggot. I used to care a lot about losing my virginity and believed myself a failure. What I realised was that it's not society or the other people but its me and my self hatred. I examined the parts of me that I hated most...well, I hated being unable to be interesting in social settings so I worked on reigning in some of the retarded things I felt like saying and also started on learning more interesting things in their place. I used to have a nice guy approach to women, and I hated that I got nowhere with it. I looked at what the successful friends of mine did and tried to emulate that and strangely enough it worked. Etcetera etcetera and this process continues even today.

I haven't felt doomer levels of sad about my life and direction in years. And you can call that cope all you want but i'm really not interested in freudian pop psychology. Cynicism is cancer. Being blackpilled or whatever is pure showmanship.

If you have anxiety, hooker is not a bad thing as a training. I lost virginity and went with two more before I even could imagine that pp will work with real woman

I like tiddyfucks the first women i tiddy fucked had really dense udders.

I'm on my ninth beer

You're one over the eight! Let's get you home.

I would bash you to shit but then again i dont hate you.

I will tell you one thing. There are a lot of things that piss me off each day, but overall knowing I'm still alive to enact my will on the world is good enough to keep motivated. The world is still overall a beautiful place if you take a moment to stop and observe it.

What you should not do however is make problems. Drinking won't solve your problem and neither does being a virgin particularly matter in the superficial sense. I've slept with a lot of women, but I don't have children or a wife - that doesn't really make us much different in practical terms.

If your life is already over and you have nothing to lose. Then either be more risky and ambitious or put yourself in a situation where you have to prove yourself or die. It is sure of a hell a lot easier for someone with nothing to do more than people who are tied down by assets, families or position.

unhealthy obsessions with family

imagined mental problems

cares about friendship

Yeah wonder why you're a virgin.

don't talk like an american. you're not

great job anon.

OCD and clinical anxiety cannot be fixed through the power of wishing you were better. in fact, they cannot be fixed at all. OCD is not curable at all; clinical anxiety may or may not be depending on its origins. anxiety is not depression, although it often causes depression.

the process of growing up, which is essentially all that you're describing, is different from having a real brain problem. OP needs to do what you have done, yes, because growing up can easily be arrested by illness and it's likely that he still has a lot of fundamental skills left to learn - skills that you also had to learn. but a person who has OCD and clinical anxiety cannot just look at what their successful friends are doing and copy that. it will not work for them. those successful friends do not have OCD and clinical anxiety. a person with OCD and clinical anxiety must approach their issues in a different way - a way that you are not equipped to help them find, in your capacity as, presumably, just some fucking guy.

ironically, you are the one who has aestheticised sadness. you continue to aestheticise it, to the point that sadness is all you can see. you are blind to the fact that OP is not like you. all you have done is invert your aestheticisation. you used to think sadness was beautiful and now you think it's ugly. but more fundamentally, you simply do not think at all. you said it yourself - you're not interested.

and neither am i. goodbye.

ironically, you are the one who has aestheticised sadness. you continue to aestheticise it, to the point that sadness is all you can see. you are blind to the fact that OP is not like you. all you have done is invert your aestheticisation. you used to think sadness was beautiful and now you think it's ugly. but more fundamentally, you simply do not think at all. you said it yourself - you're not interested.

The confused meltdown continues
OP does not have OCD. OP does not have clinical anxiety. OP wishes he did because it would explain a lot of his failures away. I accept that OP probably has autism which has affected his life in ways that may feel like he is OCD or that give him anxiety, but being anxious is a normal emotion and being a little OCD is normal too. People are self diagnosing complex disorders all the time.

Don't you have some places like hacker space, TTRPG meet ups, anime convents, etc in your city where you could meet up with like minded people who live close by?

You don't realise it at 22 tho.

alright, i'll spare you another post. how can i resist?

OP does not have OCD. OP does not have clinical anxiety

firstly, you have no proof of this. these are things that you need to believe to avoid accepting an argument you cannot defeat.

secondly, even if you're right, and OP doesn't have OCD and clinical anxiety - somebody does. somebody out there has real mental health problems, and if you met them, you still wouldn't care. you'd say exactly the same shit you just did. and i know that you would because you've already said it, even though you have no idea whether or not OP does or does not have OCD and clinical anxiety. when someone tells you they have problems the first thing you say is that they don't. when they give you reasons why their problems are real you call them liars. if OP turned up with a letter from his psychologist saying that he really does have OCD you'd probably just say that psychology isn't a real science anyway and just ignore it - i mean, you practically already have. freudian pop psychology, those were your words, right?

you are lying. but not to me. you're lying to yourself. like i said, you haven't accepted anything.

I was diagnosed with OCD and Anxiety by a professional and am acknowledged by the state with those disorders.

Fuck you cunts are miserable, I really have nothing to complain about.

Take low dose amphetamines, they'll give you the jump start confidence to fix your shit rapidly

That’s a good idea thanks.

True.

OCD and Anxiety

Made up bullshit, stop being a woman and go outside more

How you were born is not your fault but how you die is entirely yours, work on the anxiety (without meds) I don't think it's incurable. About friends just go to ground(basketball, football ice hockey, baseball) and ask if you can play with them you'll have friends soon. They really don't mind watch this video with that pajeet accent they still let him ride with them a complete stranger.

instagram.com/reel/DH4I8RlxrRK/

Walk to Italy and abandon your mother, you homo, it’s not far.

Man. I'm basically in the exact situation as you. Autism, haven't had a friend since middle school, virgin, got a history with depression, worked a minimum wage job (recently got laid off without warning) and no real prospects in life. I spent my 20th birthday in a psyche ward because my depression got so bad. I was actually approved for transcranial magnetic stimulation, where they fuck with your brain with magnets. I was able to snap myself out of the worst of my depression, but I still feel aimless. The only difference is I am female, which obviously changes things. But I've found drive in autistically repetitive hobbies (for example datamining games or image hoarding) as well as turning my anger towards myself outwards towards my ideological enemies. Kikes, trannies, woke leftoid niggerworshippers in general. It removed my thoughts of killing myself. I hate them far too much to give them the satisfaction of dying, and my existence causes them to seethe, which I take great pride in. Maybe it's not a solution towards my mental issues, maybe it makes me a shitty person, but there's never been a proper solution. Take your hopelessness and turn it into a drive to fight back against a world that wronged you. Own being "the bad guy", because being "the bad guy" in a bad world sort of makes you good in a sense. I also found comradery in people online who have similar perspectives and interests.
One other thing that helped me was routine, being forced to go outside for something at a specific time for appointments. Maybe you could find something like that, that gets you out of bed and gets you off electronics.
I wish you luck. It's a shitty reality in a shitty country, but it's also yours, and you only get one. Don't kill yourself. I hope you can find your own value and worth in something, whatever that may be.

Take shrooms. A lot of it. It will confront you with a lot of things that sit heavy on your heart, and the trip itself will probably suck - but you'll gain a little insight with each trip, and you'll feel more relieved and a little more introspective afterwards.
Important: you cannot OD on shrooms, they cannot hurt you physically - so when the trip gets crazy, scary or in any way unpleasant, DO NOT FIGHT IT. Allow it to happen as it is, learn to let it take you.
That's the best advice I can give you.

Also, you're 22 dude. You still have time to fix shit. I'm 29 but on a similar path. Almost gave up being this close to 30, but you cannot and you should not. Read basic books like The Subtle Art of Not Giving A Fuck, or No More Mr. Nice Guy, or something along those lines to give you a new, better perspective in your philosophy and outlook on life. You'll get there, anon.

This anon has some solid basic insights here.

You just gotta get rid of that list bit of hope-fear keeping you on the outskirts of the rat race. If you're already broke and alone then you may as well spend all of your money and socialise with impunity. OCD and anxiety are difficult to live with, I have them myself. But the only way past them is through. You might end up taking my advice and having a panic attack in the middle of a night club, but hey, that's a pretty good story and stories are the only currency that matters really. Be generous, be knowledgeable and be fearless.

I work a minimum wage job. Fuck. My life is fucked. What now Anon Babble?! FUCK

You're young and that is such an awesome thing but I know you won't appreciate it right now.

22

Boy you're still young.
Beer is good in moderation but you really need to focus on building some fucking money.
Fuck women, embrace 2D
Go build a money market account

kek
join the air force retard
get your licenses(driving , hauling etc)
unless you are EXTREMELY unlucky you will never even hear a shot fired in anger
you will get a bit of travel, some skills and a leg up into further ed if you want it.
If you can get some welding qualifications while in you are pretty much set for life skill wise (hangar construction/maintenance is good for this)

Damn, I feel for you, but you don't need to become an comic book caricatural type of evil because of what happened to you and wish evil upon innocent people who might be just like you. I prayed for you and I hope things get better even if just by the slightest.

Its your duty, regardless of anything.

has anxiety

drinks alcohol

kek
Drop that shit. Start working out. Go out inna woods. Enjoy the beauty of life.

That's Slovenia. Slovakia is far away.

You probably lack the motivation and self respect to start that process though, so you need to start there.

Any more specific advice on that?

this will cost you 4 years of your life maximum unless you choose otherwise.
I done it when I was 25 and wished I had done it sooner, you are the perfect age

This is a prime example of why you 5 foot mother fuckers should not have kids. The offspring are destined for failure. You pop out another grunt who lives out a shit life. No gifts, no skills, no physical attributes, another low rent mf'er. Stop passing these medicore genes on...its just fucking horrifying for the future

I'm 34, no friends since high school, kissless virgin, 15K yearly income.
Never felt remotely bothered by it. I love being alive. You can enjoy most of the best things in life without money and foids in particular are a horrible affliction on the earth. All of my brothers are normalfags and they've all been put through hell by marrying women. Just wait for robowaifus and count yourself blessed.

i never visited a foreign country.

Nigga you live in Slovakia, that's a 5 minute drive or something. Go change your life and go to another country. Get the fuck off of Anon Babble and go to another country if you want to go. You can post about it once you're there. Pick the closest one and GO if you're going to cry about it.

You are 22.
You have nothing but time.

I want a connection with a woman I love

The excitement you felt during puberty can not be recreated naturally.

Trump’s going to make you work 12 hour days 6 days a week in a factory making consumer goods. You WILL be happy.

At least you have a job, punk. FuKKK right off with your whining, sissy.

You live in Bratislava? It's apparently a 50 minute train ride to Vienna. Go to Vienna right now. Take the next train, hang out for an hour, and take the next train back to Bratislava. You'll then have fixed one of the major sticking points of your life.

gay

i would be your friend bro.

10 beers

6am

Impressive.

I’m a 22 year old autistic man

You're a child, shut the fuck up.

Just having emotionless sex won’t fix anything.

Yes it most certainly will anon... you need to find some sort of social group to get into and just talk to the girls within it and you'll be having your first magical kiss in no time, the sex part is the easiest.

Go work at a restaurant.

die for israel

No fucking way

Just work on yourself and become huge. Tell your feelings to fuck off and go fuck prostitutes. If you find one you're sweet on, just fuck her on the regular, it's possible to make emotional connections literal whores and they can be quite sweet, just avoid deluding youreslf into ever thinking she cam stop being a whore. Fuxking whores desensitizes you towards putting women on pedestals and it will be eaier to approach women and find a true gf. It's easy bro.

You should move here. I'm autistic and it solved my problems, though I have money, which is an advantage. All American autists are welcome. Take out a loan for 10k and use it to buy a Dacha here for residence.

the whoremongers here are almost as bad as the self-deluded jordan petersons
laughable and pathetic
only real advice is: the world is fucked, and you have to be an utter piece of shit to enjoy it

shit the bed

WTF bro?

How do I learn what you know?

im sorry slovak bro. you could try life insurance on your invalids. good luck.

Nothing to loose everything to gain op.go for it.whatever dream you might have,take the chance and gamble on it.

bro has never shit the bed

You never lived bro

emotionally blackmailed

aka youre a spineless pussy

i'm 33 with a wife and kids and the world has fucked me so many times that i'm quitting my job and praying that we can survive on one income until i... completely change who i am, i guess. likely that will mean changing from alive to dead but for now i'm giving up and seeing what life deals me

Oh look its another one of these threads. I havent even read it yet. Will OP be receptive to actual advice? Or will he just whine and complain? Lets find out on the next episode of Anon Babble incelchud blackpill thread

Are you going yet? I'm not asking, I'm telling you that you have to go. You can achieve one of your dreams in less than an hour. If you don't do it, it's 100% your fault.

I forgot to mention, even though I am a total failure by any normalfag standard, the reason I am not depressed is that I have a hobby (learning languages) and I am constantly working towards my goals and "improving myself". Technically I could probably use my hobby to make money or friends but I do not, simply working towards a goal and seeing the results is enough.
You do not need money or women to be happy, you just need a goal so you don't feel aimless

and rip it out by the roots

How exactly? Depending on the context fear can be a bit paralyzing for me.

Also, anon, If I'm a bit of a people pleaser, how would I solve this by focusing on the "OTHER"? Wouldn't it be the opposite?
Unless by focusin on the other I forget these topics about myself(?)

First realize what you need to change about yourself. Then do it. You have to force yourself to do things for 3-4 months until they become habit. Don't bite off more than you can chew. Rely on discipline not motivation. Forget completely about how/what you feel, it's all in your mind.

I don't know man. It sucks. The couple of friends I have now are drifting apart from me and each other, not that I ever saw them much anyway. I will say well done that you at least have a job even if it is minimum wage. Either learn a trade or go to college, you will improve your career prospects and have chances to meet people.

But yeah, life is a constant struggle unless you are normie coasting in the groove.

get a real, constructive hobby that makes tangible things

Nobody asked or cares about your mongrel diary Daisy, deep troth a shotgun nigger.

Become an extreme expert in one thing that interests you.

No porn and nofap gets you pretty close to it, akshually

It wouldnt be necessary if women didn't make themselves unavailable for 80% of men

Careful, no woman would ever see this with good eyes, try to have a backup plan before throwing the towel on the current thing

what's the problem exactly?

Go to trucking school and get a job at AFW or at FEDEX. It’s pretty easy to get, the money is good, and women will always be happy to see you when you deliver packages. Also, start going to church and don’t drink/do drugs.

Skill issue.

Makes sense (at least until a certain point), some things that I need to change are obvious and its obvious how to change them, for example I've been 1 month clean of shitty food and porn, gluttony and lust in general, taking one step at a time... But other things are more complex, like how to stop being a coward or how to deal with my executive dysfunction. But idk, maybe I'll keep just taking one step at a time and see where that gets me.

LOST MY VIRGINITY AT 17
IT'S OVERRATED ANON
TOP KEK

Good going bro. One step at a time. As you conquer more of your demons you're going to get more confident. Eventually you'll be able to take the bigger bosses. Take your time. I quit smoking, drinking, getting high, and pretty much any toxic thing you can think of cold turkey. 1 year clean. If I can do it anyone can.

girls will think thats needy

Too many words and no spelling mistakes to be a real woman.

Good stuff. God bless you.

The only difference is I am female

Oof... pretending to be a woman on a basket weaving forum does sound worse than anything OP described.

Go where? To fucking Wien? You think that's an experience? It's literally the same architecture, same food and everything like here, just more expensive so i Can't afford it and with more muslims.

It's the most humiliating feeling when you go to places like that alone. Like what are you going to do? Start asking circles of friends that went there together and that deeply know each other if you Can butt in?

You are a child, not a man and you will mever be a man

I used to go to hacker spaces alone and that's pretty much what I did. I asked people what projects are they working on, showed off my projects, we watched some anime, shared memes and that's how you make friends. I got my first job and found people to share a flat through there.

It is said an Eastern monarch once charged his wise men to invent him a sentiment to be ever in view, and which should be true and appropriate in all times and situations. They presented him the words, "And this, too, shall pass away."

LOOK take 5g mushrooms find a local union hall you want to join like electrical, pilefitter, plumber, HVAC, carpenters, iron worker, sheet metal or tinners, operators if you wanna sit in a machine, etc they will train you for free you will go through program and will make top dollar for your area. then you can get you licenses with the state and eventually do your own hustle. I'm doing plumbing and just got my master after 4-5 years of working as apprentice then journeyman. trying now to take off on my own where the money is super awesome. 5g of mushrooms made believing in God possible, then I prayed everyday for two weeks with lots of intention to have God reveal his presence to me and he finally did. I prayed to Jesus for this maricale. I've witnessed maricles multiple times where I had never witnesses before. I don't have a woman but I'm always talking here and there to one. Go willing I will breed. get ur of dead end life and you will not feel dead inside. much love you brother and God bless you in your path.

nah I'm not a Bulgarian

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jew advice

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best you'll get is a wet hole

im on my 9th 250ml can of 1% coors lite tranny edition and IM SOOO DRUNK BROOOOOO

Anyway, I'm disappointed that only mentioned finding a church that you gel with. The world can feel extremely isolating for young white men that aren't faggots - neither sexually nor politically - but the truth is that there are plenty of people out there like you; they're just not signposted like normie nightclubs and shit.

I'm not memeing, by the way. Seriously, check out some churches in your area and start visiting ones that you think sound like your vibe. If it's right, you'll know from the first day. If not, try another one.

I'll be praying for you and I wish you good luck in spite of your poor taste in alcohol.

We're all going to make it friend. I think you should stop drinking alcohol. It makes anxiety and depression much worse.

Haha I'm 35 year old alcoholic just wait until you start having health and money problems. Just don't be a pussy about it. Life is suffering.

It actually alleviates that. Until it doesn't.

kill yourself
your family will move on eventually

I say that it's fine in moderation but you do need to take some time away from it to let your liver recover

Why do you pretend like the beer you're drinking over there is any stronger than the mass produced domestics here? San Miguel, Carling, Guinness, Stella... all <5% which is the same as our shit.

You made my day bro.

Try being less pathetic.
Start aiming to be a better person.
You sank yourself, dude.

Don't be such a pussy.

Your life has barely started, you're fine. Identify your weak points and work on them everyday, repeat, succeed.

Me too! But I also got another one too.

so once again you have nothing to blame but yourself.

if you are as smart as this guy, you could figure a way out, but most are not, so they are fucked for life

This

I thought I knew everything about everything at 22. Of course I was already married and had a child, but looking back on it now, I definitely didn’t enjoy it and hold on while it lasted like I should have. Youth truly is wasted on the young.
t. 45 y o

Time is the only bank we withdrawal from that we can’t check our balance. :(

You were just whining that you've never been to another country, so go to one. If you live in Slovakia, there is another country an hour from you, max. Bratislava to Vienna was an example. You want to go? Go today. Change your life. The place could suck, but you could never complain you've never been abroad again, and that's an improvement.

crack open a 10th can.

Also, you don't have to buy anything but the ticket. You can go, walk around for 10 minutes, and take a train back. Literally nothing is stopping you.

All very good advice. OP, you would be wise and well served in carefully reading and thoughtfully heeding this anon's advice.

Again, it's literally just another city that looks almost the same as Bratislava, nothing interesting to see. Or let me put in another way, FUCK EUROPE.
Not to mention it's fucking pathetic to travel alone.

>Anxiety

The fear of losing something we already have, or not getting something we want
Stop thinking you know anything and know how the world should be, accept it as it is, take a damn shower, shave, pull your fucking pants up, and shut the fuck up. You don't know shit, and you're a little bitch.

this thread isn't political

Go to the doctor and get on Gabapentin or Benzos or something. Then become an apprentice for a trade

Stop blaming autism. You're probably not even autistic. Autism used to be something that affected people so badly they had to be institutionalized and they would sit in a corner with a helmet on their head because they kept banging their head against the wall or some crazy shit like that. Being depressed all the time and not liking your job doesn't make you autistic. Being obsessed with video games which are designed to be addictive is not being autistic. Staring at your phone all fucking day is not being autistic. If you were really autistic you wouldn't even be able to fucking communicate with anyone except with grunts and screams. So shut up about autism and start looking for a better job in your off time instead of bitching on the internet, gooning and gaming.

Your 22 your life is just starting. Just learn some skills form a stack of them and make money. Dont think you are going to just apply somewhere and get a career degree or no. The next years are going to pass and you are going to be a shlub no way out of that. But at the end of these ten years you will have built something or you wont. Figure out something you can like or tolerate and make money with. Passion is largely bullshit if you are compatible with the work doing to work will generate passion.

Also alcohol is poison stop using it now or stop using it later with more regret.

Agreed. OP has nothing to lose and everything to gain by challenging himself and taking calculated risks. If you're ever at a point where you seriously consider killing yourself or otherwise throwing your life away, think instead of how you could invest your life for the possibility of incredible gain. Again, the key to taking such a risk consists in the calculated aspect. Think of your life like a penny stock or something. If you fail, so what? It makes no difference when your self assigned value at the beginning was zero. But if you succeed, the returns on investment will be exponential. Moreover, if you fail, you in truth gain much -- the lessons learned will be of great value for your next endeavor.

What now Anon Babble?!

you can start by stopping drinking alcohol, it's literal poison for your body and mind

after that, I would say stop eating stop, cook your own healthy food and workout.

If that were actually true, you would have complained about being single, not a virgin. Stop lying to yourself.

Anons, don't listen to this faggot. He's not saying anything of substance and his 'insights' are nothing but a carousel of circular reasoning ornamented with a fancy sub-clinical term here or there. His principal criticism is that the other Aussie anon failed to provide remedy for the angst that grips OP. And then, when such advice is offered, he only attempts to rip it up and trash it.

stop being a faggot and just bully everyone, if you're weak you will learn to get bigger fast, that's the answer to all of your life's questions, dumb nigger

Stop drinking.
Stop drinking.
Stop drinking.

That's your first step, and if you can't take it, you won't be able to fix anything else about your life.

AA isn't a meme, and it works if you're willing to put the time and effort into it to fully use what it has to offer.

The faster you stop swigging from the bottle when you're stressed, or bored, or happy, or angry, the faster you're going to be able to prioritize the problems you have from most fixable to most difficult to fix.

Until that point, you're just stumbling in the dark.

Stop drinking.

No one cares.

22 year olds don't go to AA retard.

Why not be the first then?

Literally relax and enjoy life.
Life isn't hard. Just stop caring about other peoples expectations.

I'm married to a 9/10 unvaccinated holocaust denier. Every day is amazing because we don't do what society expects.

the system is sick.

adapt and you win.

TOTAL SECRET SOCIETY DEATH

9th beer

I can only handle 2 nowadays
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