I'm killing myself. I cannot get a job, and even if i could get a job, the jobs around here simply don't pay for rent. I'm living in my car. I have nothing left to live for and nothing to gain from trying to keep living.
I'm killing myself. I cannot get a job, and even if i could get a job...
I'm Jewish and my uncle massages my prostate
dont do it anon, you can still fix this
Pull a Brenton you faggot.
Why waste the effort, when you could take out one of the problems on the way out?
Suicide is so selfish.
Take an elite with you.
Make your existence mean something. Maybe you'll be remembered in a book or something.
I wouldn't write this if I wasn't sure this is a bullshit thread.
please don't just waste your life like this
at least take some jews with you
Okay and?
I'm torn. This may be he most honest thing a jew has ever said, but jews always lie, so which is it?
Take an elite with you.
We have family and that ruin their lives if they had to deal with the stigma of their son being a Minecraft player
talk to jesus bro he's real as you saying you have nothing left to lose
hell is infinitely worse
Sell your car for some gear, and backpack the Rockies or the Appalachians. Perhaps it'll help with some perspective?
I've read a book once about someone like you, can't remember the title, but he took some niggers with him before necking himself.
I'm Jewish
memeflag
Yea, we know
i am disabled and a sociopath and i will be mocked too and even I know that i should kill others not myself
im killing myself
Sounds good
fuck off kike
I'd say why not both. The jew noticed his uncle but kept that fact hidden. So it's not rape but the jew plays it off as such. Same thing fags do look up Captain Zack
Positive and supporting message.
Get a job on a cruiseline, free room and board. You might have to scrub toilets of sea sickness 12 hours a day but it would probably be better than homeless suicide.
The exit door is always open and there is no second chance after you do it
Before you do anything drastic, consider your options
There are countless ghost houses that are empty for years at times, that you can casually move into and declare as yours
Also suicide by gun is much less painful than suicide by hanging
Make sure you use your service weapon to do it, Rodriguez.
Into the wild style suicide
Don't be an asshole. Take a piece of shit to hell with you.
1pbtid
*shrugs*
You're an American, do not hang yourself!
Get a large caliber shotgun and spend a few hours learning exactly where your heart lays in your chest. I blast to the heart is 100% fatal and expunges your soul from your body unlike the (((brainstem))) shot or a shot to the cortex.
Or get pure sodium nitrite. It's just a little salty and will kill you at high doses. It's an easy death.
Godspeed man, im trying to fall 9n my sword but I cant use these methods in kikeanada
Just wondering what is your disability?
fedposting but still not a bad idea. suicide is for cowards. that spic that got those two kikes in washington is a hero in my book
The Turner Diaries
are calling you.
Suicide is a sin. Don't don't do it
We need more of them spics to do the job the white man won't.
ruin their lives
not ruin, son
ruin isn't what's needed
and it wouldn't "ruin" anything
They'd live on to exploit others
Ya, that was unfortunate.
Also American citizenship sells for 150k shekels as far as I know. Find an Israeli in Florida and sell yourself to them
why not take some people out with you? you know the politicians who did this to you?
Killing yourself over money is really fucking gay stop sucking cocks op you can always get more money that shit isn’t worth anything. You would be robbing yourself of the time that you have left.
I'm killing myself
See you tomorrow lol
Exactly imagine not even trying to rob a bank or something. You could probably rob a rabbi and be set for like a year.
Same it annoys me when faggots here make I’m totally gonna off myself this time gibs attention here are my pussy problems that can be easily solved. Fags
noooo don't you have so much to live for
Do some good on your way out. Become a folk hero.
Anyone seen Larry Fink lately?
physical:
-broken forearm,pelvis with a limb several cm shorter because I fell from a window
mental:
-paranoia and delusions such as thinking that 11-12 yr old boys are out trying to fuck my mother,inability to communicate to people of any ages and being treated like I am either too young or too old and creepy,inability to feel any positive emotion,joy,love ( Ive never fallen in love), disobedience towards my parents,towards my people and the desire to abandon this country while not having anywhere to go because I cant plan ahead,impulsivity bordering on epileptic seizures and I cannot master a job because no one validates my education. I went to someone trying to get hired and showed them my real diploma and they laughed at me and said it wasnt good enough. Just as a reference,in romania some implantologists with 9 yrs of study get contradicted by literal whos with 6 yrs of dental school who cant put implants and who tell the patient the implant wasnt placed right. A college professor told us and I believe him.
Being a sociopath in romania is also such a vastly different experience than you might think. Its not cool and edgy and you cant trick anyone into doing anything,in fact this disease doesnt exist and youll just get treated like a retard.
That's a dude
What's the best place in Romania to find a large concentration of gypsy hookers?
how do you propose OP solve his problem "easily"?
if he cant get a job, and getting a job wouldn't afford an apartment anyway, how the fuck is he supposed to solve that problem "easily"? fucking retard
All the politicians are useless and suck and all the future politicians will suck. Maybe if OP's situation gets better he should go to Vietnam and become an English teacher somewhere rural or smthn like that; a simpler life.
I'm killing myself.
pic related
If I was living in the wild with a car I would save some money for a RV
don't bother with rent in this current economy be free
Should've get real hobbies that can get you connections and jobs instead of gaming and fapping.
do it goy
kill yourself the less whites the better
Just punch a cop, it can only end in 2 ways.
He unloads a mag on you and puts you out of your misery,
He arrests you, you get free housing and 3 meals a day, plus free gym, healthcare and education.
you should flee the country instead
I always thought that it I was near homelessness or needed to live in my car that I would get multiple jobs working at 24/7 gyms. I imagine that you would get free gym membership of you work there so you could just get sets in all the time and get jacked all day. You would be able to come and go freely between the gyms at odd hours not raising suspicion. You have multiple places to shower and stay up on personal hygiene. If you work 16 hours per day you will make decent money. Why not? You have no where else to be. If my life collapsed to this extent this is what I would try to do if for some reason I couldn't get a job in tech.
I am unable to play the jewish game and now I am sad so I will die
Okay
Let's give you a parting gift by saging and reporting your thread. Best wishes...see you tomorrow, unless you're banned
1PBTID
I'm done!
You should kill yourself too, anon!
Those christkikes just want you to live in misery hate people!
Death is totally the best way to solve all your problems for eternity!
This would only make sense for a life sentence, a decent chunk of crime is because of not being able to find jobs with a CR. Maybe OP should ask a simple car wash place that hires illegals for a job; yes that's less than minimum wage but it's better than working the Wendy's dumpster (which doesn't sound that bad at this point).
have weed guy front you an oz
flip it to retards
pay back weed guy buy another flip it
do this until you start pushing pounds
Easy peezy not even a particularly bad crime if you get caught or crack cards or traffic exotic animals which is a much less serious crime to be caught for you could scam retards there are a million ways he could even take his love of sucking dicks and turn that into his business. Or he could just get a fucking job by lowering his standards because there is no way he has dropped his standards get on food stamps they send you all sorts of job bullshit that I just throw away there are plenty of ways to make money sell dumb shit to stupid people make a lip gloss or some shit op is a fag he is good at that sell it to women congratulations you are now a millionaire
I’m jobless too and sponge from one's wife/parents
Also I think construction is easy to get (they higher loads of convicts) but I don't know anything about it.
Here is an apartment for 500 USD per month
apartments.com
Here is a forklift job for 18USD per hour (3k per month?)
glassdoor.com
Assuming they cut tax by 33% in the US, you'll have 2k remaining
500 for rent
500 for food
1000 to play around with
I dont want to live in North Dakota
Kill yourself then. Your attitude is the problem. These are hard times and you need to be more like your great grandparents than your parents.
Also ND is white and republican and with many jobs.
Why dont you move to a cheaper area? Maybe change country. Go to Germany and live off gibs like the sandniggers.
You are a fucking moron
Pray to St. Xenia of Petersburg. My autistic brother couldn't find a job after a few months of relentless searching. He prayed to her and got a job (that he actually seems to like) the next day.
Since you live there, is what I said about Vietnam doable or accurate?
when i killed myself i exist with so much regret being cut off from the living mostly. I could never feel what life was after my body decayed into dust.
Get your t levels checked.
I got mercury poisoning that makes my memory very very bad, can’t navigate the city I live properly. I’ll just wait for the inevitable even if it’s too slow
Money is easy to make look at all the retards that have it. He needs to pull himself up by his bootstraps but unironically
Just come to India. I'll blow your cock and give you as much money as I can. It'll be awesome.
Anon, can you just come up to canada and we exchange passports and life and then you can die in my shoes?
I just think i got what it takes to be american and you got what it takes to be canadian, based on all the evidence of course
you still have a car, you are more free than you think, im stuck paying a rent jew landlord breaking my back and i barely even get ends month, do some work, buy food and chill in your car, travel and visit, always try to stay clean and dont appear "homeless" in the u.s thats like being an outcast, capitalist fucking shithole
Why do you think the afterlife will be any better? You just assume it will be.
T. Not religious
That's $700 a month, no one is going to live in an apartment without a refrigerator or stove.
here's a forklift job
I've applied to probably a hundred different forklift jobs online and they simply aren't hiring. North Dakota has no jobs, and you're assuming that OP has the means to move there anyway.
04-22-2025
I am a Vietnamese. And you’re right. Most of English teachers in Vietnam are actually unemployed in their own country. I even can’t do that because no one out there want me teach them Vietnamese. You are still lucky compared to me.
I'm killing myself
Based myself killer
seems like a waste of a good "free to do anything" situation
Do a robbery bro
if i ever got to that stage, why die? why not leech off the world as much as you can? why not make everyone else miserable. sub humans do it naturally.
the jobs around here simply don't pay for rent. I'm living in my car.
Set up your car so that you can lay down fully and sleep properly (rain guards over the windows so you can have them cracked in all weather, take out or fold down the back seat so you can stretch into the trunk, maybe take out the passenger seat, etc.), shower and work out at a cheap gym, and you'll be able to save up money faster than any rentoid while staying healthy. Being in a car instead of an apartment also gives you the freedom to travel to where work conditions are best. You have a lot of freedom in this moment, it would be absolutely retarded to squander it.
What about Canadian ahi?
you can either view your situation like you do right now or turn around and see that when you lost it all you have nothing to lose anymore and therefore everything to gain. you're free to do things you never thought about right now because you are at a point where you no longer care about being alive.
Can you move to other country, no? Just make dollars and move to poor countries.
OP said he has a car so I assume he has the benefit of mobility. I searched on ND cause I had to search on something, and I literally only spent 10 minutes looking. Imagine what I could do if I actually dedicated a week.
Also gas and electricity isnt 200 per month. I pay 40 USD (Swedish equivalent) for my electrical bill each month, and I sit on my computer 24/7, but I dont leave lights or TV running.
Also, the overwhelming majority of Anon Babble anons are fucking subhuman beta cucks, such as yourself. Your attitude is worthless because all you do is finding problems just so you can give up.
Fuck off, never reply to me again.
You communists are so evil
Op should drive off a cliff into a rock quarry with a construction outfit on. Write his suicidenote on a job application.
Also you live in your car, do doordash and uber eats. Live like a vagabond. Fuck it.
We all habe to die one day. Why rush it? You only have this chance. There is no place you will go to after you die
if your family leave you homeless nearly dying i think is a bullshit family desu and deserve the backlash of the jews.
there is no place you will go after you die
you are have an atheist commie tier thinking kek
Uncle terry and ted would be laughing their asses
1pbtid
OP dead
Why do people make threads like this and then not comment at all?
Because he just killed himself so he can't post any more. Oh well one less faggot who didn't have the balls to try taking someone evil out with him when he died
No retard, the listing you posted has no kitchen. the other listings do and they are $700+
you're fucking retarded and you should kill yourself
Everything is complex It's possible and I don't want to guess but what if OP was in the care system, addiction problems, mh episodes and periods of lucidity or has immigrant parents from a shitty culture. On the former, weirdly the UK care system is more liberal than the US care system; in the UK they can support you till 25!
He didn’t do shit.
How old are you?
Ok I admit I didnt check that.
Because in Sweden a studio without a kitchen wouldnt even be legal, so it never occured to me. Even college studios here have a kitchen area.
Regardless, so his rent will be 700 per month.
So instead of 1k to play around with, he will have 800 USD.
So my point still stands, it's liveable.
Do you mutts even tax 1/3 of your salary? I thought it was less in America. If so, then it means he will have even more money leftover even after rent and food is paid.
Yea and you can cook most shit in a toaster oven or an instantpot like broke ass me.
these are the people that make fun of flyover states
Anon, we are all counting on you. Don't let us down.
if you are homeless because of an adiction, then its kinda like fucking yourself off, still would need rehab
but if you happen to be homeless because you aren't able to afford a single rent apartment because local jobs don't pay enough, its a total system failure, more if its the city that you grew whit
Once you got nothing to lose, you are literally free from the material, but also the harshness of the streets and elements
thats why they want homeless addicted to ((pharma slop)) so they don't do anything out of the box that affects those who control the material.
Don't do it mang. Your shitposting on here is great. We like hearing your opinions on stuff. Don't give up.
Move to a cannabis legal state. Get on welfare. Start smoking pot, drinking caffeine, and building tech infrastructure. Do drugs and play games with the boys, or find a tribe online. Tons of niggers just hang around doing nothing all day, why would a wild and free White man NEED to wage for someone to be happy? We are the most capable group of people on the planet, start learning about scams, break the law, serve yourself.
Money and wealth just comes from a person’s capability of extracting a tithe from his friends and family
What makes you think I'm communist?
He did it
“Farewell and Adieu to you fare Spanish ladies..”
I disagree that the opiod crisis was deliberate. Pharma companies and selfish doctors got middle class people addicted to legal opiods who then got addicted to heroin because it was cheaper which did nothing for pharma and these victims became homeless then sometimes died.
I'm killing myself.
wait
I cannot get a job
what are some of your skills
and even if i could get a job, the jobs around here simply don't pay for rent
room mates can be awful, they can also be fun
I'm living in my car.
you have a car, thats a start.
I have nothing left to live for and nothing to gain from trying to keep living.
i make good money doing a job. the job is boring. i miss the days of desperation in some ways trying to hack this simulation/game to get more chips on the table.
the problem is even if you had a job and 2,000,000 in the bank you might still be miserable.
i had some great sex in the old days not having a much of a net worth
You're better than this Anon you can and will endure
youtube.com
Remember Anon, Jesus Christ Loves you, open your heart to him and it will get easier.
Trust me, he saved me as well.
Pray to Jesus Christ and he will save you.
youtube.com
Have you considered drugs?
Get a job at a hotel. It sucks but after 6 months to a year you might be able to transfer into the maintenance department. Try to apply to Rooms Preventative Maintenance. You'll be making 16 to 18 an hour. After a while you become a shift engineer. Learn that job and you can work maintenance anywhere. Appts, hospitals, schools, hotels.
This is basic shit if you have 0 skills. Just day you have worked with tools before. Its easy. From there you can become a plumber or electrician. Or anything.
I have nothing left to live for and nothing to gain from trying to keep living
Think about that statement, analyse your life and you may just discover that you are correct.
Move to Thailand instead. $500 for a place with every amenity there.
A few people got very rich. It's the same reason they kill us slowly every day, everywhere on earth.
OP you will never do it
shut the fuck up christfag
Just start gambling aggresively. If you win, you'll make it, comps, women, etc. If you lose, well you were gonna kys anyway.
he nor you can afford a 500 dollar expense, retard
dont be a pussy and continue living like the rest of us!
Did OP do it yet?
Prayer works, even if you don't believe in God. Even if there's nothing else out there, a quick minute of guided meditation on an infinite being who loves you and wants you to be happy will do wonders for your mental health. Ask for the strength to persevere and you will get it, and one day times will be good again.
I do the Catholic Petition Prayer to St. Rita, who is their saint of impossible causes, when things are bleakest and it seems like nothing can ever go right again. She endured an absolutely miserable life. When things are awful, she has never let me down.
I quit going to work after I realized 90% of the time I'm just wasting my time doing pointless shit nobody cares about and not getting ahead in life.
I worked there a lot over the past 12 years and the wagie community was a major factor in my decision to not work anymore. NEETs did it to an extent as well but WAGIES are far worse.
Someone could give a long drawn out and factually accurate explanation of what would have to happen for me to even be able to one day buy a home and have a family and why working was fraudulent. The post would get a dozen responses of
WHY SHOULD YOU EAT?
when you know you know
economic collapse is coming
stack metals the end is nigh
keep waging faggot
100% eoy silver will reach 5k an ounce
Or some equally long schizo post explaining numerology, using bible scripture and random posts here explaining how by the end of the year billions will be unemployed because of the AI.
Here we are.
After seeing the nothingburger today I came here just to watch the seething and suicide letters. It’s beyond EOY, the jobs didn't disappear, the banks didn't collapse (unfortunately), no more use cases and all the dirty laundry is out in the air now.
It’s not going to be Millennial's Economic Paradise, it will not be the Roaring 20's all over again. The world will not be descending into hyper deflation and prosperity (as was obsessed over for months/years) it will be going on as usual with no major gains or rewards.
I will enjoy watching wagies burn every step along the way.
Why?
Because those fucking idiots deserve it all.
always the same old story with you retards responding.
do you honestly think they let white people do this?
seriously
posted it again award
op killed himself
It's after eleven in Israel. He went to bed.