Be me
Spent 3 years warning her about literally everything
WEF, mass migration, social credit scores, tranny propaganda in kids’ shows—all of it
She used to humour me, said I was “passionate”
Thought I was waking her up
Last night I went off about how Taylor Swift’s tour is probably MKUltra mass programming
She left me on read
Pic related was my follow-up
No reply since
I don’t even know what I believe anymore. Half this shit I say just spills out, like I need to keep the narrative going or I’ll go numb. I’m not trying to scare her. I just want her to see what I see. But all she sees is a lunatic spiralling in her inbox.
I thought knowing the truth would make me free. But I’ve lost everyone. I don’t go out. I don’t sleep. I haven’t touched a woman in over a year unless you count accidental eye contact with the fucking grocery cashier.
It’s like the more awake I get, the more everything else drifts away. Friends, family, reality. It’s all just… noise now.
And yeah, I know I sound schizphrenic. I feel schizophrenic. I don’t even care if she blocks me at this point—I just want someone to understand. I’m tired, frens. Not doomerposting, not baiting. Just fucking tired.
What the fuck do I do?