What you are doing right now, and your entire life's ideology is wrong. Deep down, you know this. You know that you are insecure, scared and lashing out because your pride won't allow you to renounce your life's positions on politics for fear of losing your friends and status. But that is the truth. Deep down, you know you are a loser. You go to Anon Babble to lash out at people, under a meme flag, unprovoked, cowardly.
But you have a chance here to finally do something bold, heroic and noble and end it all. You should end it. The pain will stop, and you'll never feel the pain again. Think about how beautiful that would be. Think about it.